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Saturday, December 10, 2011


Yes! Hello Misfits!
I CANNOT WAIT FOR HUNGER GAMES!!! If it weren't for Crossed i'd be so crazy! Oh and i'm writing a book. First paragraph on my blog but that post isn't too happy so just scroll to the last two paragraphs or so and you'll be good.
I hope your Christmas festivities are going swell. I'll insert some pictures of our decorations so far.

Our Advent Calender 

 Wreath i made

This is my present from my parents this year and i LOVE this Nativity collection

Nativity i've had for forever. 

Atop our TV to celebrate our wedding

 Jedi painted this for me and i LOVE it! AHA!

 We bought maybe two ornaments on this tree. The rest was donated by family. THANK YOU!


Grocery Haul: December 10, 2011

Weird Video Response I Did


Halloween Playlist

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

The Hunger Games

Hey Misfits! We need to officially plan our midnight viewing of The Hunger Games! It comes out on March 23rd. Matt does not leave for Basic until the 27th so he will be able to come, and I am almost 100% sure his dad and step mom will baby sit for us that night. I am So excited about it! :) So, please tell me you can come and then we need to decide what theatre and whether or not we would like to do anything else that day. I know the new Farmington Tinseltown lets you buy your tickets and pick your seats in advance, but I don't know if they let you do it with a new release. Let me know what you guys think! :)

Sunday, October 30, 2011

Dumb Quest

So here is the links so that it can be documented properly.

The Maze Runner

Zen Garden

Making Fun of Myself

And just an FYI, Quest decided to give me this lovely notice saying that my email services where being disbanded. So my email is what it was supposed to be in the first place. I don't know how much longer i will have access to all of the things that my email is linked to so if i could get an invite that would be lovely. Thank you for coming over the other day! Love you guys!

p.s. Kym. please add what makes you beautiful by one direction to the playlist when you have time. You guys should love it!  :) Here's a link to the song to test it!
One Direction

Thursday, October 27, 2011

New On YouTube __GO HERES *points at link* :D

Saturday, October 1, 2011

BEWARE! addiction is highly if not certain.

Go here. It's like a site to put links to other sites like blogs that have how to stuff and such.

For Kim look at baby stuff such as photo ideas, food recipes, and other stuff.


Amazing million recipes

Gender reveal cupcakes
home decor

For Keni look up college organization tips, fun crazy ideas, good reads, and any other stuff.
Glow stick lantern
how to make more room in college

For Matt... well... it's kind of a girl site unless you like crafts and looking at babies...
but this is cool!

My Goodness

Dear Misfits,
What would i do without the idea of seeing you guys soon? I don't really know why i feel stretched thin but for so long i've been angry all the time. Angry, stressed, depressed (poet?!) I figured i could post and it might help. Here goes!

I'm coming down for conference tomorrow (sunday) cause my parents want to
watch it with us which, consequently, means i won't get a nap. Bugger. I'll text you guys if Jedi wants to hang, i don't know if he'll want to though. He can tell i'm more Cascade then Bekah now a days. Anyway, Jedi said priesthood was really good. Can i just say that i love when he feels the spirit. Not that he isn't a good guy, but most excommies don't really walk around with waves of spirituality flowing from their pinkies. Today he came home and told me everything i needed to hear. I hadn't even told him some of thing things (I.E. feeling like we can't get over what happened in idaho, that it'll never be the same, that i took down a spiritual giant.) He says that we were so in tune with the spirit before we fell so that when we fell, we'd want to come back. He says it's not supposed to be the same it's supposed to be better. That kid. How would i do without him?
We got in a car accident. Jedi was turning leff off and off ramp and the other guy didn't stop for the red light so we hit him. However, 4,600$ in damage on our end while he doesn't have insurance makes me super on end. One day i will learn to fly and i won't need cars. It doesn't look too bad, but something about a wheel well. Plus we have a nice car.
Thats kinda all i got right now. Today i tried to walk home from school and passed out from heat exhaustion. He literally had to drive around looking for me when he found me on the ground under a tree. I guess wearing black and walking five miles in the sun isn't the best idea i've ever had. Love you guys.

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Are. .

. . .you guys home yet??!!! i'm DYIN here!!1

Saturday, July 30, 2011

. . .

I love you but i'm irritated at you ALL AT THE SAME TIME. . . . .dododorawr.

Friday, July 29, 2011


So here is my links for the past week or so. I'm so excited to have a misfit reunion lol i think it has been tough on all of us. i hope everything is right again. i guess that is just a part of growing up. Figuring out that you don't know what you are doing and neither did your parents so no one really knows how to help you. Except God. He helps alot.


Avatar the Last Airhead
Harry and Edward PART ONE?!
Behind the Scenes

Breathe Again by Sara Bareilles

Right Here by Heyhihello

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

The Hunger Games - March 23rd, 2012


 Ok. So, I like who they chose for Katniss, A Lot. She is a Really good actress and I've seen pictures of how she will look in the movie with dark hair and a braid and I think she looks great. So all is well there. I hope they are putting her through archery classes. Gale. VERY good actor and also rather good looking if you saw him in Last Song haha. Um, Peeta I'm struggling with a little. I've never seen him act before and he's not blonde, but he's pretty attractive too so at least he's got that going for him. We shall see haha.

Monday, July 25, 2011

Coming Home

We're coming home guys! The weekend of August 13th at the very latest. We're sick of unemployment here and we know Matt's old job in Utah will take him back. We will be staying with his and my parents over the following few weeks until he gets his paycheck and we can move into an apartment. After that we will start working towards getting to Weber State, unless anything changes between now and then. Love you guys! I can't wait to see you all soon :)

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Homesick At Last

Oh geez... I've been sitting on these blogs for hours today and all I can do is miss everybody. I can't describe how homesick I have been over the past month and a half. Here you all get mad when I don't post, but after today you may ask me to knock it off! Haha. Soooo... I'm going to update you on life here in good ole hot Arizona. I'm looking at my journal entries to try to figure out what all is worth saying so bear with me.

Um... Money sucks, just saying. Getting a job, training for four weeks to earn approximately $1500 just to quit after all of your hard work... Yup! That's us. But in our defense, U-Haul is absolutely Horrible, so don't blame us. So ya, we're working on the job hunt again and hoping money lasts us until the next job finally comes through. Hopefully it will come sooner than later. Debt doesn't help the stress but hey, what can you do.

What else? We live in a bedroom.. pretty sweet. It's not too bad except for when you start going crazy. Like when there has been nothing to do all day but eat, sleep, go to random sites online, mozzy around the house, sleep, eat some more, etc... You get to the point where screaming sounds Really good. I've actually found a good stress reliever though: I go outside (Yes, I go into the 110-115 degree weather), walk around to the side of the house where we park our car on the dirt driveway, and sit with my back against the back fence. There's a little shade there so if my legs are stretched out in front of me only 6 inches from my toes up my legs are getting hit by the sun. It's there I find my sanctuary. I don't even know why I like it there so much, but it is my safe haven. It's where I make all of my phone calls, it's where I go when I'm not getting along with everyone inside, and mostly, it's just peaceful. It's a good place to think, even when there's nothing to think about. Sometimes the horse even comes over and puts her head over the gate to say hi. She's very sweet.

Hmm.. So the Fourth of July was really nice. Beyond being Bekah's and America's birthdays, it was also Matt's and my one month anniversary. We found a free fireworks show in Phoenix and we did it the way my family used to when I was a little girl. We packed up our bags with blankets, games, and junk food (Watermelon too Of Course), and we picnicked out on the grass as we waited for the show to start. Once we got over the heat, it was so much fun. We talked about all sorts of things, things that mattered and things that didn't. The show was Beautiful too, absolutely wonderful. Just like how I remembered it from before I first moved to Utah. I hadn't even realized I missed it until that day.

A lot of my journal entries talk about my desire to move. Like I said before, I'm homesick. I wasn't honestly, last month. I was just fine as long as I wasn't talking to anybody. I managed to last all of June. But then, I talked to my mom. Suddenly I was calling her every single day. Then, I talked to Bekah, and my homesickness redoubled. As long as I wasn't thinking about it, I was fine, but hearing the voices of people I care most about.. it's almost unbearable. Not to mention..This is not my home. I can't say enough how grateful I am for my Grandma taking us in. I am So grateful, but I need my own home. A place I can come home to, look around and just feel happy, because it's my own place. I need to be able to vacuum my own carpet, wash my own dishes, sleep in my own room. I hope for soon.. January at the Very latest, I Promise. I can hardly wait to see you all again!

So we haven't met a whole lot of people here yet. The ward is very kind, but no lasting relationships yet. I don't think knowing that we are going to move soon helps. It's kind of hard to make friends with people you know you'll never see again after six or seven months. I mean, that's how my entire senior year was. I didn't make hardly Any new friends because I knew they'd be gone and I'd more than likely never see them again. Bekah, you just got lucky :) haha. In any case, so ya, no new friends, but I have had a lot of time with my family here. That has been nice. I'm so looking forward to this weekend. My mom and dad come in on Thursday night. Friday I get to spend time with them, then Saturday night my niece, Rebekah, is getting baptized, and on Sunday morning my newest nephew, Charles, is being blessed! A great weekend if I do say so myself.

Anyway, I think that pretty sums up the last month and a half as far as I can tell. I'll let ya know if I think of anything else. I love ya guys!


I also updated my blog with all of my poems. There are 11 new ones. Some you have seen and most you have not. Just lettin everybody know!


Hey guys, so I spent a whole lot of time on blogger today just having some fun. I finally fixed my own blog so it doesn't look so bad anymore. I don't know if any of you have gone over there in a while since I haven't added anything new in a while, but they deleted my background and messed up my formatting so it looked pretty bad. Then I decided, Hey! I want my own family to have a blog :) so I made one! The link is on The Misfits here and on my own blog as well. Tell me what you think of it. Then I decided that I wanted to add a few pictures from the wedding to it, but as some of you may have noticed, I've been a bit lacking on the picture side. The fact is, McKay, who took all of the pictures, went on vacation for the summer and still has yet to get the pictures to me. Slightly annoying I know, but my grandma took some pictures of the wedding and I have those! If you'd like to see 5 or 6 of them, they are on my new family blog. I posted the misfits picture here. I love it :) I also did some touch ups to The Misfits. Let me know what you think of it, or if you have some changes you'd like to be added. I made our blogs tabs at the top as you can see, and I rearranged a bit. Mostly I thought we could do with a few new songs on the playlist, so I made a few changes there. Love you so much guys! We miss you all terribly and can't wait for when we finally get to move north again.


Here's a picture I found from the wedding that I thought we all would appreciate :)


Time to ketchup? :)

Lets Do This!
Family/Thoughts From Places
Me and America
19th Birthday
What the Neigh!!

Speech Therapist
Just the Way you are cover
Imperfect Expectations

Saturday, July 9, 2011


goin to da river-

Friday, June 24, 2011

Hey luvvs!!!!

Hi guys, heres my first vid and stuff. luv u bunches!!!

the URL is :

Thursday, June 23, 2011


For my Dad
Bleached Hair

im so happy that people actually use this site now lol
jedi playin guitar

p.s. i totally added tags this time

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

First Video Married

Look Look I'm Posting!

I love ya guys :) i could Never EVER forget you.
(Sorry it's not just a link, this is the only place I could get the upload to work.)


What do you mean 'blog'???? no one's been on here in ages!! is vry sad :(

Sunday, June 5, 2011

My Best Friends Wedding: Getting Ready

My Best Friends Wedding: After the Ceremony

Zombies in my Apartment

Don't Read

Proper Stalking

Wednesday, May 25, 2011



yes, that was melodramatic, but it was fun to write:D:D:D

luv u guys!!!!!

Tuesday, April 26, 2011


no one checks the bloody blog anymore!!!!!!!!! why??? i feel like i'm in a bubble of no-knowing-what-you're-all-up-to. yes, it does exist.


Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Step Up

Step Up

So I slept in because my alarm didn't go off. My mom woke me up all disappointed and stuff and I drifted right back off. For a minute, maybe. She woke me up again, saying
'Kendra, when you sleep in you get to wake up and get going.'
'Sorry' I said. 'i kinda just fell asleep.'
She shook her head.
So i got up, went searching for a pair of pants, decided i didn't want to wear jeans just then and threw on a pair of sweats. Then I grabbed a blue shirt and pulled that over my head before reaching for my make up. I'd just grabbed my eyeliner when my I heard my mom again.
'You know Kendra, I can't take driving you, then talon, then the boys, all at five minute intervals -(me)I'll walk.- and never getting to the things I need to do. Step Up.'
I'd just like to point out that in this whole year, I have walked 8 out of 10 days, if not more. Talon is driven everyday. Kohl and Max are driven everyday. Talon is driven home most days. They come home and play, and do their jobs (badly) when reminded, then fight each other, unless they're not around each other.
I wake up, get ready in 10 minutes or less, walk to school (which takes 10 minutes and consists of classes i'm having issues with and a college course) without eating breakfast, come home, eat something, smile at my family, sit in my room (a synonym would be 'hide'), come out and do my job (this week its clean the bathroom), eat dinner, shower, then go back to my room.
So, other than avoiding excessive family contact, i really don't see the problem hear. I mean, i'm sorry i don't have one of those nifty internal alarm clocks that some people have, but my alarm didn't go off, and i didn't magically wake up. whoops.
I guess i need to step up.

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Night Before Rain Fall

There is something about rain makes my heart sing no matter what mood i am in. I guess it is just that water that is so applicable to my life. A dark side is always associated because of the cold wetness of it all. The dark clouds can cover the sun- the only bright object in the distance that now casts shadows on the pavement. The pavement that you are forced to look at because the cold dirty sprinkles are threatening their way in your eyes and leave crusty marks on your face when they dry.
The important part is to not only make it through the rain, but to realize it's cleansing power. It's healing power. Rejuvenating my world with sparkles and glimmers on my beloved trees and greenery. When you inhale you can smell the rain. It's like earth. Pure, clean earth. The kind you are not afraid to roll around in. Somehow you can sense something that feels a lot like hope in the crack of a sidewalk or a puddle on the ground. There is something to look forward to.
I don't know why the clouds are rolling in right now as i am starting to fall back down again. Jedi said i was happy for almost a month and a half. It's not like i have anything to be ungrateful for either. He has a job, we have food on the table, God is definitely smiling down on us. I just don't have purpose to my life anymore. I live for my husband in any way i can. Until two thirty everyday i sleep as long as i can so i don't have to wait, clean and re-clean the house, bake, try to look flattering for him when he's off work.
I need a better purpose than this. I've applied so many places for work but i don't hear back from any of them. I feel like this is the night before a huge storm. Bad, and on it's way to being worse, but then it should sky rocket.
Don't get me wrong. Jedi is the perfect depression pill. He's the reason for all joy in my life, all laughter in my life, and maybe just my life in general. He is loyal and strong and caring. I could have never asked for anyone better than he. I'm so glad i found him.
It's not Jedi that makes this sad spell come over me. I've just never really been a happy person since i started ninth grade. The world holds little pleasure for me, and the pleasure it offers i cannot think of getting such as two Disneyland tickets or being in a play.

Enough with depressing things and gray heavy clouds over my head. Let it rain. Let it poor. I am still happy in most ways.

The importance of family is hitting me right now. I have an odd sense that I'm not going to be on this earth for as long as most people. I know i don't exactly click with my family, except for my dad. Everyone else i have to work with. I never thought having a relationship with my sister would be so challenging. She is very proper. She doesn't do thing that are "socially unacceptable." So basically she can't understand me. My goofy side. My angry side. I feel as if i must be top notch and chipper around her. Like i can't slip and be myself. I just don't want her to go home to her husband that night and say things about me that are negative. She's kind of my role model. She is what i should have become instead of who i am. But i am who i am.
There is really only one person who understands my many different levels and complexities. Her name is Girl and she lives in my parents backyard.
Second to my dog is my husband, and while he still makes few mistakes he isn't as hairy so i guess he'll do.
I've divided my personality into three basic parts. Sofee is my brain. All logic and reasonable thinking are her area of expertise. Cascade is my body. The instinct and animalistic side to me. She's the rude one, the rebellion that cannot hold her tongue. Then there is Bekah. She's the heart. The raw emotion inside me. She is much like a child.
When you put them into one body they tend to takes sides with each other. For example, if we put Bekah's embarrassment of being over weight with Sofee's logic of not eating at midnight they cancel out Cascade's want for a yummy cupcake. That is probably the most basic form they come in.
Before i go, I must apologize for my ideas not flowing. I haven't written in so long i just had to get it down so it's no longer inside of me, threatening the life it belongs to.
Maybe I'll go to the park tomorrow. I'll think of flowers and animals that talk and I'll be completely safe for a while.

My Dearest Future Husband

My Dearest Future Husband

My dearest future husband there’s something I have to say

You see, I’m still in high school and I had a real bad day!

I don’t have many friends, and the ones I’ve got don’t like me,

I think they falsely stick around then stab my back to spite me.

My mom and I got in a fight about my college fund

She thinks I’m wasting too much time (like writing my husband!)

If only you were here right now, there’s so much I would say

Or maybe you’d just kiss my lips and tell me it’s okay.

I just can’t help but wonder- how things would be with you,

Maybe I’d never be alone or otherwise feel like pooh.

Just betting on how you’ll love me keeps me sane at night,

And knowing that you’re out there can make me see that light.

So now my future Husband I hope you’re still awake,

Maybe writing you right now was just a big mistake.

Until that blessed day comes know I’m forever yours,

But for now I guess I’ll do my homework and some chores.

I’ve never met you before but how I miss you so,

You could call me crazy (but that I think you know.)

Here is goodbye my beloved, until we finally meet,

I hope that you’ll be charming and sweep me off my feet.

For now, just know I always am thinking of you dear:

Same as I always do and I’ll wish that you were here.

Perhaps I’ll get some sleep now, since I’m not on my own.

And hope that you will do the same, sleep with me all alone.



If I could tell you how much I love you,

I’d put it into words,

I’d tell you.

I’d sing it to the world every day too,

I’d sing it to the birds,

Sing to you.

I’d stand on top of roofs and on mountains,

I’d shout to the heavens

Just for you.

I’d Gurgle in pools, in every fountain,

I’d babble in the seven,

“Yes I do!”

If I could express my feelings for you,

I’d leave nothing unheard,

“I Love You!”